Wednesday, October 7, 2015

New direction

When I started this blog, I had the full intention of being current with it and having it focused on my spirituality.  An outlet per say as I was discovering and embracing that side of me that I had newly reconnected with after years of suppression.  But staying on task isn't an easy thing for me, as a million things always seem to be racing in my head.  No, I'm not ADD or ADHD.  I'm a Gemini.
Communication is vital to me and something I feel I get so little these days.  Yes, there are all these social media sites now where people can just come and say whatever they want and with that comes repercussions in the form of unfiltered drama.  That is not for me.  I don't do well with unnecessary drama.  It actually dims my light inside.
I can't help but feel like I have so much to say but no one seems to want to listen.  I don't know.  Maybe I'm not a very interesting person.  Maybe what I've got to say is nothing new or maybe my insights and feelings really are like everyone else's even though I feel so different.  An odd number amongst the evens.

Having said that, I am devoting this blog to me.  Not in a narcissistic way but in a way for me to grow on my journey.  And maybe even helping me stay focused on making dreams, no matter how small they may seem to others, become realities.

I will have ups.
And I will definitely have downs.
I may even sometimes show the worst side of me but I truly hope not.
Either way, I'll just be me.

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